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Love?



The way that it does 

This touch full of lust

Can't love her enough

This feelings my crutch 

oh, I wish it was

amidst of the abyss, just us 

This blissful; 

nope, but sinful 

  "love"


Come into a strange mind like mine 


This feeling comes quick without warning 

Again 

Again in the morning 

and all through my veins it be coursing 


that this love

isn't for me 


The misses and kisses 

tears on the tissues 

not-a not-a 

fixed dude 

but she misused

the Eve Fruit

then cheats for a fling boo 

but then it comes an issue

when I wanna get up

and put my stiff up in you 


Fire water sipping (yeah)

Got them hotties winking (cha) 

Kinky's the reason to getting me heated 

Soon we'll be leaving to get underneath the sheets (yeah) 


You don't even know me 

yet you wanna hold me 

You'll find that down this road

that this road is lonely 


Sittinn in pues

Rrr!


Nada clue 

Mother and father, yeah they be true

But that shit ain't be happening to you 

No you ain't happy

Just sad in dem blues


Today it ain't made in relationships

Its fake 

forsaken 

Feelings just spit on the curb or worst

He out on that side line

Lurks!

She every now and then 

Flirts!

Lying to him or her

Either of them ain't trying 

so it ain't gonna

Work!


Forget the feelings you be feeling cause 

She is

or she isn't your one in a million 

But in the end it just turns out to 

hurt!


You tell me you're there for me; I would only say barely 

You come off rarely caring for me; something as charity 


But when I be running you the money 

you tell me you love me 


That shit hits me off as funny 


Cause they only be bothering 

if you got the dollars 

then one after another-they-be following 


but I

pause em 

when they come along 

before their drawers be dropping 

Then they wonder why I don't be talking 

on bitches who are stalking 

(Cautious) as I block em 

cause I know they'll soon be a problem 


so why 

would she be 

acting differently 

talking 

belligerently 

Only cause she kept

insisting

wanting the big things


Oo I!!!!!


loved her addictively 

now I'm stuck in these sick dreams 

Forever 

missing 

And wishing for her viciously 


This feeling comes quick without warning 

Again 

again in the morning 

and all through my veins 

it be coursing 


That this love

isn't for me 


This love 

isn't for me



                                                  -C'est L'amour



Comments

  1. Curiosity WritesMarch 12, 2019 at 11:16 PM

    This piece is a wow to me. I felt like I really had to post this. Going through a topic like this was the opposite of "N.E.U.Drug" and "Forever & Always." I wanted to construct that, "Is this still love?" and exploit the part of throwing yourself out there. It doesn't matter what anybody says because you're affected psychological somehow. It was just something I had to post. As you read it, I feel you get caught in this flow and it's addicting. That's the way I want to write and also how I want to catch you with that attention gainer. It's flow and a vivid use of words I use to create my stories. As these are my stories, I just wanted to say "IDGF and do something fun." Also feel it's about you guys. This is you're escape and if I'm taking your time which appreciate all so much. You guys are amazing! With that being said, I wanna make this a ride for you all and talk about things that are not only issues but something no one else talks about. With the upcoming pieces; I hope you enjoy them.

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