Time; Life of a Butterfly

Art work done by Hope Gamble 

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"If you living in the past

you living with depression. 

If you looking to the future

you looking to be stressing.

Obsessed about whatever happens

Instead of living life with a passion" 

-L 

"Time; Life of a butterfly"

Time; 

all we ever try to do is make time 

But who said it was fate that determines mine. 

Replaying is 

a flash of faces 

being traced to 

an untamed lake of innervations 

that makes 

a ripple of memories
which always seem 
to get the best of me 

ahh… most definitely

But its always worth 

remembering

friends and family 

and those who… never let me…. down 

Who knew this shit

would amount to be about 

all of my doubts

but now I’m here… 

to get rid of all of them, 

and bring in 

a life full of positives,

ain’t no stopping it. 

Like a beat from my heart knocking in over obstacles 

as the clock keeps tocking shit.

It's an uneasy feeling, I agree
that in these 

complications, 

your soul awakens 

and with it, 

changes to feel in displacement, 

but only then, will you discover greatness

so embrace the time that’s taken. 

That time is sacred, 

but still, 

I know that you hate it. 

Hearing it’s patience, 

will get you where you been aiming.

Ergo, never trade the pain and anguish 

over times you failing 

and I know that definitely makes it 

heavily anxious to be rapacious.

Ever quake it’s deadly vibration

to get your mind so in-twisted 
on thoughts of EDICIUS,    *EDICIUS mirrored = Suicide* 

but why?.. 

When you have a life full of ambitions. 

MAKE IT YOUR MISSION

 and depict a life you really want to be living. 

Carpe Diem. 

Make it yours and the days will be

entertained incredibly. 

(Fuck if it’s crazy!)

If you willing to work

and never give up. 

You will become 

you at your highest.

(CAUSE YOU HAVE THAT MINDSET!)

All you have to do is find it, 

and continue to defy 

the design that we reside in, 

whether you’re reminded 

of the darkness that’s inside. 

(Remember!…)

Minds are only asylums, 

and soon you will find this whole time

a light thats been shining, 

so….

whether you whither.

It don’t mean any different 

to those that don’t see the bigger picture 

(Of all that you’re doing) 

(Of all that you're doing)

Hey! 

Don’t let it be ruined 

cause planet PYUNE’s,  *Peaceful Youth Unit Neutralizing Earth*

a heavenly effort    

pre-empting through the few. 

Oh, 

say it ain’t true.

That we strive to be in control,      

but all you gotta do is let it go. 

Give it your all, and find in your soul 

that no matter where it flows 

Know…

that you will continue to grow. 

Fuel to fire 

that type of mindset 

Fuel  

to keep trying,

to see inside

a little bit more closely

that it’s not only 

this timeline of mine 

that defines me wholly,

cause if you rewind 

you see a side and agree that I’m only 

just growing…

That despite the bliss 

and/or unhappiness 

I’ll never be defeated 

in every day that I’m seeing them. 

I’ll never succumb to these demons I see deep in the mirror. 

(NOPE)

It’s my high hopes and spirit

that makes things all the so clearer

Clear of my fears

Clear to be thinking… 

if I’m the one that’s sinking, 

that I still don’t be deserved to be mistreated, 

(Yo)

These are the types of demons

that feed off the kind of features,

so imma stop them from eating 

and feeding off my thoughts 

like gushers,

gobstopper, 

they eavesdropping,

they be popping 

at an unease conscious 

SO KEEP YA’ KNOCKING, 

D.I.B.K.I.S.   *Do it Big Keep It Strange*

I’M DONE BEING NARCOLEPTIC 

I’M DONE BEING THIS SEPTIC 

on issues 

we continuing to be contesting 

cause we 

emptive….

to mend shit 

so forget past attempts that press against ya,

and never let cha 

be in your better.

Regrets once mentioned, 

will later suspend ya’ future endeavors.

Baby….

be at your essence of peace forever 

Take a leap and see the love.

Encompass to be at one. 

I know at a time I once was 

at a thought that my life was on autopilot 

so trust me when I say 

I've been a saint 

to escape a life with all the violence 

but you be surprised

what you find inside us, 

a desire to ignite 

a fire that’s awe inspiring 

as time just piles on. 

A cloud,

we fit to be flying on, 

and it only grows higher

to those that are tired 

and continue to be fight-in’ 

with a dream alone 

they admiring

Defeat pushed aside 

until one day it all comes alive,

to flutter by in disguise, 

with the wings of a butterfly. 

(Eternalism) 

The people on Earth 

we can learn from em’, 

but what’s the purpose of words

if we just burning them 

In return, 

we come to hurt the ones that we love. 

Then love the ones that hurt us, 

and the ones that deserve love, 

end up hurt, deserted, or worse… 

the ones that we curse, 

we yearn, 

and wanna spend the rest of our lives with them

in this universe

(Hedonism) 

a tribute, 

to all those handling issues. 

Realize

the life we’re living is epic.

Knowing you're blessed with, 

but to make it isn’t effortless. 

In your head forever, 

a pessimist,

making a war within’s infectious 

cause once neglected 

the moments less susceptive 

in feening no heaven 

What’s left is a mess. 

Words bent in destress, 

ever damaging & detriment,

bene- maleficent! 

Making development indefinite 

when you sit and relishing 

Instead when you could of been..

Dreaming

1, 2, 3 and then again 

Seeing it through a lens, 

that we been asleep 

and refuse to seek (answers)

Man,

We ain't humans of being 

But humans that need 

(Damn…) 

WAKE UP!

See that life a bigger picture, 

alike with the scripture. 

Richer 

than gold and diamonds could ever give ya, 

and there you’’ll find in your eyes, 

a prized enigma.

Yet,

when you hung up on a hiccup 

It’ll lift ya, 

trip ya’,

emotions 

all in the mix up. 

Sick of 

being alone 

and so indifferent.

But you be surprised 

The shit we leave behind

Then later find 

we needed to be reminded 

of how far we’ve come and how hard those times were.

Crying, it might work… 

Defeat pushed aside 

Til’ one day it comes alive 

with a need to fly, 

and a love to clutch 

in the time; life of a butterfly.

"Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle" -Plato