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“Perfect Memory”


In the winter of December 27th, 2011

We remember...

a good friend 


Definitely heaven sent


Friendly, 

one of many elements

that I reflect 

that makes me 

that much more of a better man 


He taught me to be passionate 

in the feats you reach 

on this ladder

Dreams like Jacob and peace 

to make one happier 


I’ve never been more proud of 

the way that you handled all you’ve encountered, 

and still

you just kept on smilin’


It was 

reassurance

the way you kept your courage

through the stages,

Proving YOU’D make it 

even then you played it like you ain’t sick 

Un-phased and continuing your days with US and little baby Madison 


Man,

Damn it hurts

that even through cancer 

you still managed to put your family first 

and be the man we praise in amazement 

Only NOW

an heavenly ANGEL, 

aiding when we feel that pain 

pitching us to a saints glow 

but it still ain’t the same when you ain’t HOME.

One less chair at the table

but you’re never alone, no 

Never aloneee 

even as I’m see pictures of you on the window

(Oh, oh) 

I peel the page slow as that weight holds

and just before

being awakened to a dream after seeing you on that paved road 

(Yeah)

That’s a regret that grows 

and I know

that shows 

I’ve been in the past holding onto your 

sha-dow

Laughs echoing in the back on all that we had 

Nowww 

It’s only done without 

Oh, I miss the sounds 

and it’s only gets WORSE when 

I think it’s you

who would’ve made these pictures PER-FECT

and that’s what hurts seeing you next to me

in a reflection 

your presence now only a memory

Is it a gift or a curse 

when I’m with you recollectively

Heaven’s definitely answered me

and given me this chance 

to stand with YOUUU

It’s a gift that I have 


when I miss you so much 

that I’m bringing you back and we’re making it last (Forever) 


so as this WINTER comes closer 

and SPRING slowly approaches 

Bring with it 

your love & devotion 

This is how you know that 

you’re growing (up 

and nowww)

this LOVE will sprout 🌱 

something envisioned with a rekindled SMILE 🌹 

Remember that love is fragile 

(that love is fragile) 

so don’t ever let these tears hold you down, no 

to a point where whither’s no ounce 

One minute enshroud 

and another I’m deep in the clouds with youuu ⛅️

A light I wanna pass to you 

cause my heart is attached to you 


and it’s only WORSE when 

I think it’s you 

who would’ve made these pictures PER-FECT 

and that’s what hurts seeing you next to me 

in a reflection 

your presence now only a memory 

Is it a gift or a curse 

When I’m with you recollectively

Heaven’s definitely answered me 


Heaven’s definitely answered me 

and given me this chance to stand with youuu 

Like damn

stuff like this can be true

cause I’m right here standing next to you 

so know 

that imma do you proud 

even when I’m losing 

it’s just a way for me to prove 

I can live RIGHT up there with you and all the rest 

Ah, yes 

God bless the times I’m reminded when I’m sinking, it’s your smile 

that has

this devinitive shine (yeah)

These are times of guidance and no withering in silence 

cause we all have someone 

whether you hate-to-admit that being the problem 

cause we’ve 

been there before 

and it ain’t the end of the road (No) 

(you’re never alone, no

Never alone) 

as I’m seeing pictures of you on the windowww


and I know it’s in the past

and the last thing I want happening 

(Happening to youuu, to youuu) 


So now it’s only WORSE when

I think it’s YOU

who would’ve made these pictures PER-FECT

and that’s what HURTS seeing you next to me

in a reflection 

your presence now only a memory

Is it a gift or a curse 

when I’m with you recollectively

Heaven’s definitely answered me

and given me this chance 

to stand with youuuuu 

(in a land forever

With youuu x 3) 






 

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