“Norm” meaning western teachings, which I was forced to conform “Con-form”…” An Assimilation of the mind, body and soul And inside, crashing back n forth Nights in constant torment NVG’s will light the sky’s without your eyes trying to force it “Oh, Am I alive?” I must admit I’m terrified that these are answers I find quite important Do I need enlightenment or do I just keep it all hidden inside to be forever dormant, or Im already too far as I reach for the skies but I lose my grip I’m losing it as I’m sucked INTO this pendulum, I keep envisioning on where my spirits been A suffering I want to end I tell them, “Be not afraid and I did everything to be anything but evil.” And if I was so important, “Why would I do this to myself and let me go?” Did I not know how to love myself (right) that it was such a stress to hold by myself (at night) so now I take ANYTHING to best express myself (...