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Emotional Promiscuity (A Pisces Trait)


 

Let me tell you

After falling in love…again and again 

I knew I was up against myself

Mmm (Love yourself)


And what came about 

was an emotional promiscuity

A leniency, 

a dependency

A dependency that would…

spawn a prison in my own (mind), body and soul 


And if I learned anything in this 

quarter of my lifetime 


“Life is beautiful” 

“Life is strange” (oo love it) Explain:


10,276 days 

since I’ve been breathing on this Earth (since birth) 


Minus the days you took them away (and it hurt) 


So if I could

make you feel this way


a million different times…


I would and more 


But inside 

I’ve been feeling so couped up 

and I know it’s labor of my fruits and the way that I pursue them 


I’m a ruggish kid 

An epitome to not be thuggin 


And one day…

he got a hint of that sweet, sweet loving 

and since… he changed FOREVER 

As new love came with a face to remember 

Oh, yes, he changed forever 


You not a kid


Nor should you follow what astrology is (Pisces) and it’s traits, I’m straight fostering

Love love

and I hope one day that you conquer it


A Pisces Vs Gemini:

That’s 2 sides divided by my heart and consciousness 

Oh, baby 


I’ve been involved in it predicaments 

Straight fallen INTO some wicked shit

but 

the biggest drug of em all, I’ve been addicted with is… (LOVE) 


and as a kid growing up 

I never knew what it was 


Mm-mm! So baby I neeeed you to lead me toward 

your light torch, your fiery aura, inside your scorching 

Your love is a light, 

a guide to my euphoria 


I don’t know what I do without you 

I love you so much it’s based on my survival

This is my revival, so I go 

Now, to places I know so these holes in my soul (DECLINE)

If not minimize what you done here

Destruction of love, 

and I’ve been constructing more than what Gods could have done (in years)


so it was here 

(the heart) he roamed for peace and looked to seek trust in others 

Oh! 

daddy make what girls wonder 


I’m fully flustered 

when, “mama” hold my hand 

the way she does it 


Ain’t no one else compare to the way that she was 


Oh, those were the days that we’d fall…


into conversations 

and soon, we were infatuated 


Oh, these are the things that love will do 

No more subs 

I put my all my trust in you 


You in my inner SUN 

This is what love will do 

This is what love’ll do 


What a way to say that you’re the one

A dream, 

ONE I hope I never wake from 

even with the pain 

Oh, I take it all

I take it all


if it sets us apart from our past relations 

And in it, 

we’ve SEEN US (EVOLVE) from these 

ALTERCATIONS to be 

(completely infatuated) 

(Oh, baby, 

we were completely infatuated)


and It’s like… 


Suddenly I couldn’t breathe when you were hug or holding me

as This LOVE came over me

It was a mass serenity that I never knew I had 

so it’s hard to accept when I’ve been 

TOO involved in the past 


but, now, 

Im letting’ go 

and lord knows… (oh, lord knows) 

Her beauties insatiable, 

and yet

she’s been untamable to the darkness 


And there is… (where LIES)

the truest toxin, 

where all you hear 

are the many gossips on “What love should be?”


Fuck TV’s and magazines


Oh, I’m thinking all what love could be…

just for us to be 

just for us to be 


Oh, baby…

Whisper my… “-L”


and I know I dropped a million tears, 

and I know without them… I would never have been here

so I’m forever grateful

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