Thoughts to prove
Thoughts to prove
to me (myself and I)
While… this pandemonium WAVES over inside
Metanoia,
Metanoia, I confide
Which light you pick’s the road your in
See growth, I’m fixed
Yet, my mind keeps on wondering
Ohh, am I worth dying for?
Put it all on the line for
Put it all on the line
This light ON-the-inside
is aNOTHER war
“But what’s it for? “
to see if you’ll truly win my heart
Mmm-mm-‘mmm
and there I’m judged
by my skin & scars as there I looked closer
I’m picked apart
by the inner works of my words & emotions
I need to release it
as I have this need to BE forgiven
as these sins followed me, making me dormant, I cut corners
Oh, I need to rid this poison
Yet, I know
somehow, some way…
imma reminisce these choices
Lord,
make me remember the life I’ve lived;
that’s a life I’ll miss
I’ll never forget, you-made-me-who-I-am (and all I’ve been dealt)
The same, “who?,” who never HELPED when I was lurking for truth within MYSELF
Oh, hell.
Complications in oscillation
is gonna keep on strengthening til my faith isn’t…
BREAKING
Mmm
Does that not sound amazing,
an equalization to a life living fruitFUL?
Oh,
we got the time to finally discover self & mind in ritual
Now, isn’t that a-life worth dying for,
fighting for,
lie for a lie for,
it’s what we rise for,
but why for
an eye-for-an-eye-for (picking up rifles)
Killing & dying for?????
Semper fi for as long as time records til’ I’m more…. ALIVE FOR 🌹YOU
Now, why do I get the time that I get?
Why’s it feel okay if THIS IS the answer in this time spent? (Cherish it)
Hubris (nah)
I took the fall
Humbled, now, I respect it
That and perspectives
Ah-ah-ah-ah-ahhh
Hell-of-a-ride
and I’ll be damned if I…
Regret in this life
Oh
Have you ever wondered what it’s like
to be be be be be free ?
These are the lessons
& these are the progressions that show,
“I love Mmm-mm-mm-mm-Me
I LOVE ME”
a rest in peace mentality
and if yours is hurt along the way
Oh, I’m sorry.
But no-ooo so-rrys
for the latters I overcame,
and for the ones I made
and the ones I’ve been able to paint with MY pain
Oh, I’m paying,
thinking I paid enough
(just to find) Oh, I need to continue to break, find faith to reshape myself
Times I find I’m a little FAKE myself
Hoping time WILL really change myself
to a day I find…
I’m fully awake myself
will save myself
Ahhh-ah
Ode to the rains, and reins i pelt (Ah-huh
that shit MAKES me ME
FLIP the page on my road to E-ter-nity
and I’m not asking for you to make me any sort of idolatry
But I can’t help but look,
and find an ever lasting…
god in me
Whoa-oh, and if anything,
I’m PAYING homage to the roads in attempt,
and the ones I trekked, looking back’s an emotional debt
(“What’s that mean?”)
Well, to my being
Without it
could of been a hole in my head
(“Bitch,
you need context?”)
Well, bitch, if you was there
you would seen it in the years
AND EACH YEAR a progress
UP TO A higher conscious
that reflects on MY MESS
Oh, yes.
My mess will reflect in the cost of my…
ignorance
and the cure is to walk
stay strong. Here I am again
A son who walked…
with his faith in MAN (oh, I pray for MAN)
and I’d do it again
even at the price for an arm & leg to learn in this,
the common sense
Ahh-ahhh
I’ve been giving them my heart
Oh, baby, the price is yours
the minute you learning what you fighting for
What-you fighting for?
What-you
What-you trying for?
Baby, what-you
what-you dying for?
METANOIA…
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